when you wake up i'll be gone.
its been exactly a year almost to the minute. this seems to be a trend with me here. i am in massachusetts. i have lived here for a year. i hate it. i cry for home everyday. some things keep me here but oddly are the same things that drive me away too. you can't run from everything. it always finds you. I never thought I'd live past 30.. I bet i wrote that in here somewhere when I was 18.
i really tried this time. got another career. started over. never enough though. something always clicks in me that holds me back from the normalcy called life. what is that? I can't be like this forever. can i?
goodnight world.
here's hoping if i see july 15, 2014.. its under better circumstances.
i really tried this time. got another career. started over. never enough though. something always clicks in me that holds me back from the normalcy called life. what is that? I can't be like this forever. can i?
goodnight world.
here's hoping if i see july 15, 2014.. its under better circumstances.