goodnight.
for an on and off 10 years, i came here to rest. to scream. to cry. to remember. to vent. to laugh.
I have deleted every social network time and time again. but never this.
Through this site, people watched me fall in love, fall apart, and piece it all back together again. I have no idea who was watching. If anyone really after the great deletion of friends in 2005 .. but it is all there. My first real love at 18 to an absolute breakdown at 25. My journey with bipolar and medicine.. my battle with drugs and drinking.. and absolute despair.
as shallow and insecure my words may have been.. there were some breath taking memories in here.
cheers live journal, thank you for never letting me down.
I have deleted every social network time and time again. but never this.
Through this site, people watched me fall in love, fall apart, and piece it all back together again. I have no idea who was watching. If anyone really after the great deletion of friends in 2005 .. but it is all there. My first real love at 18 to an absolute breakdown at 25. My journey with bipolar and medicine.. my battle with drugs and drinking.. and absolute despair.
as shallow and insecure my words may have been.. there were some breath taking memories in here.
cheers live journal, thank you for never letting me down.