Oct 19, 2005 14:24
dammit i was at school already too. well, almost. if i had not ditched first period i would not be in this mess. as some of you may know i don't have a liscense and i was going to get it next month. i am so pissed at myself. i made a choice and it was stupid. now i gotta go to teh police station after school in order to try to recover the truck. my mom did not sound like she was going to kill me only a little annoyed. don't know if that is any better. i don't even want to tell her i was ditching because she is going to kill me. i just want to die. go into a deep sleep and not wake up for a while.
now i probably won't get my liscense till i'm around 19. i am gonna cry and plead he day i have to show up in court if that is what ends up happening. i am gonna say "i've never done anything wrong and this was my first and only time and i think it was punishment enough."
probably won't do much.
probably won't get to update in a while. not sure what is going down.
wish me luck! and if you believe in prayer or do any kind of magic do it in hopes of helping me! haha
Adios.