Jun 14, 2005 10:46
Haven't updated in quite a while.
So me, Natasa, and Michele got kicked out of school, for good. im sure you've heard. well maybe not. I've discovered nobody really cares what happens to me.
Looked threw my yearbook. what a waste..
The thing is. I kind of left everything unsettled, unsaid. & I lay awake last night thinking.. feeling all lost.. alone. for absolutely no reason. im confused about alot of things.. uncertain about alot more things.. sleeping is easier because you don't have to think. but then theres this thing were you dream..dream about what you don't want to think about.
I had a dream about you. we were walking somewhere. everything around us was blurry but we were perfectly clear.. and I kissed you and then i said .. " Oh .. My .. God" and woke up. .. what does that mean?
Jack called. and i hung up the phone because i dont know who the hell jack is. So he called back and goes.. "Its Jack, from halloween, the guy who looks like the guy from blink 182's friend" so yea, i coudln't talk so i guess i will call him back today. His friend Kenny looked like Tom from blink, and he was really cool. He lives in clawson and i saw him once recently walking down rochester.
i shall end this entry, and write again later.. when i have something to say..
this is stupid, but im all like depressed for some reason. im feeling a little better but yesterday i was seriously fucked. =/
mm bye.