It's really good to hear your voice
Ok...So I have Lips of an Angel stuck in my head! It's a great song and I think the reason it is stuck in my head is because of Shawn. I found out this weekend that he is married. Now I'm just too freaking confused! I guess I'm going to keep texting like I have been but I'm not going to take it any further. I don't want to be a home wrecker and I don't want his wife coming after me. He asked me Fri. night if I would ever go on a date with him...and I said yes. It was Sat night that I found out that he was married. I can't believe that he had the balls to ask me if I would go on a date with him since he is married. I'm not worth what he would lose for that. He is so confusing too! I tell ya what...he decided that we should just be friends...which I had come to this conclusion after I found out that he was married...and then asked me Sunday if I wanted to join him for a shower. I don't get it. He wants to be friends and then asks that???? UGH!! Men...can't live with em and can't live without em. And also they are dogs!
My Uncle Kermit is in the hospital again. He went in Sunday and now they think that he may have leukemia. I honestly don't know how to feel. I have been kinda numb since I heard that news. We find out today if it really is leukemia. I'm scared. I don't want to lose my Uncle Kermit! I know...he's lived a wonderful long life...being 90 something years old...but still! I have only been close to him the past few years...and I'm not ready to let go! I love him so much and he's so great and sweet and funny! I don't think that I can handle it!! I'm going home this weekend so that I can see him at least one more time...I don't want to regret not going home to see him. This is so hard for me...and I have no one that really cares except for my mom. Mary was like you have to be positive. The only way I can be positive is that I KNOW that I will see him again one day. It's still gonna hurt badly!!!!
My Uncle Kermit is in the hospital again. He went in Sunday and now they think that he may have leukemia. I honestly don't know how to feel. I have been kinda numb since I heard that news. We find out today if it really is leukemia. I'm scared. I don't want to lose my Uncle Kermit! I know...he's lived a wonderful long life...being 90 something years old...but still! I have only been close to him the past few years...and I'm not ready to let go! I love him so much and he's so great and sweet and funny! I don't think that I can handle it!! I'm going home this weekend so that I can see him at least one more time...I don't want to regret not going home to see him. This is so hard for me...and I have no one that really cares except for my mom. Mary was like you have to be positive. The only way I can be positive is that I KNOW that I will see him again one day. It's still gonna hurt badly!!!!