Dissociation [SiChul] [20/?]
Title: Dissociation
Pairings/Characters: SiChul, (broken)friendship!SiHaeHyuk, mention of EunHae and KangTeuk (more to come)
Rating: overall R
Warning: Violence, torture, use of drugs, rape, character death,...
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: One wrong decision can take you to hell. This is what many students have already experienced. All of them have disappeared. No one knows anything about them anymore. But someday, someone is going to find out, right? If it's still possible...
*14. February*
HeeChul voluntarily went to the lab to let them make tests with his body. He tried to stay strong the whole time, but when he was thrown back into his room, he groaned in pain. He felt weak, but forced himself to get up and dress himself. He looked at his school uniform. How much he hated this hell of a school.
When he was ready, he ran out of the room and through the hallways to a special room. It was a dark room. It was rare that someone entered it, so SiWon had decided to stay in there.
HeeChul slipped in and was greeted by a strange smell. Not as bad as when they had stayed in the room with HanKyung's dead body, but still disgusting.
He bit his lower lip and waited until his eyes got used to the dark, before he was able to look for his lover.
SiWon was sitting in the far back and HeeChul quickly went toward him. He sank down next to him with a small smile. He couldn't be happier to have SiWon with him. It gave him strength and hope once again. "Here, for you," he whispered, because they had to stay quiet while being in this room. Someone could hear them after all.
SiWon looked at the food and the bottle HeeChul was handing him and took it gladly. "Thank you," he replied and kissed HeeChul's cheek, before he started to eat.
HeeChul watched him.
"Are you okay? Did they do anything to you today?" SiWon asked him in concern, but HeeChul shook his head. "No, I'm alright. Don't worry about me."
SiWon didn't say anything.
"How have you been able to come here?" HeeChul finally asked. He was just curious. Maybe, it could help them get out as well.
SiWon stopped eating and hesitated as if he was thinking whether he should say it or not. "After they took you, they, of course, weren't able to find me anymore. I didn't know how, but I managed to find my way here. Suddenly, I was standing in front of these walls. I needed to get in. Get to you. They probably weren't prepared for me, because the ones that stood at the entrance, weren't even informed that I should get killed. They let me in with some other students. After all, I'm still wearing my school uniform."
"Oh," was the only thing, HeeChul was able to say.
"And now, I'm here. We are together again," SiWon whispered. A mix of happiness and sadness in his voice as he intertwined his fingers slowly, almost carefully, with HeeChul's.
HeeChul looked away, even though he was sure that SiWon wasn't able to make out his expression in the darkness.
"How have you been doing in here?" the younger one then asked.
HeeChul shook his head before letting it rest on SiWon's shoulder. "Let's not talk about that," he whispered as he lay their hands on his lap.
SiWon remained quiet after that. He didn't want to push his boyfriend. He had gone through much more than himself properly.
"What kind of room is this actually?" HeeChul suddenly asked to change the subject.
At first, SiWon didn't want to answer, but quickly decided otherwise and simply stated, "Look at these coffins."
HeeChul widened his eyes in surprise and looked around, trying to figure something out in the dark. After hearing it from SiWon, he realized that in here, there were indeed only coffins. Many coffins.
"A-are...people in there?" he asked hesitantly. He didn't know if he wanted to know the answer. This scared him.
"Yes," SiWon answered barely audiable. HeeChul was shocked.
"Have you looked inside?" he wanted to know, but felt SiWon's head shake against his own. "No."
HeeChul stood up and crawled to one of these many. He carefully opened it a little to look inside. A stench came toward him and he quickly backed away. "Ew," he muttered and SiWon chuckled softly while coming next to him. They looked inside. The little light in the room made it even possible to see a face, but HeeChul didn't know it. Dried blood was on the skin.
"Isn't this...HyukJae?" SiWon suddenly asked. HeeChul shrugged. "I don't know him."
"But I do. Why is he dead? He was on this school as well. He was my and Hae's room mate before you came," SiWon explained slowly. "He suddenly has gone missing one day and never came back. Now, I know why..."
HeeChul sighed. Was SiWon missing this HyukJae? Was he giving HeeChul the blame because he replaced him? Was it even possible for HeeChul to replace HyukJae, considering that these three had been close friends as it seemed.
HeeChul crawled to another coffin and away from SiWon who was still busy staring at HyukJae's dead body.
HeeChul tried to ignore the pain in his heart when he noticed SiWon's body trembling because he was crying.
He just opened another coffin. He didn't expect to know any person in here, because for the time he had been at the school, the only scandal that had happened, was caused by himself and SiWon after all.
He looked at the face inside the coffin. It looked sad. He felt sorry for the person, a young student.
HeeChul didn't know him, but he wondered why he had to die. He hesitated at first, but then reached his hand out and touched the face of the dead body in front of him with his index finger. He quickly pulled back. The coldness was unbearable.
He swallowed and wanted to close the coffin again, but suddenly, SiWon appeared next to him. He had stopped crying and had closed the other coffin again.
He curiously looked inside the coffin in front of them, but didn't seem to recognize that person either.
HeeChul shrugged when he received a wondering look from SiWon and so, they closed the coffin as well.
HeeChul kept on staring at it though because he didn't want to look at SiWon. It was then that he noticed a small sign with a name written on top of it.
"Park JungSoo. Do you know Park JungSoo?" he asked SiWon, not expecting him to actually know, but he wanted to talk to him again. He wanted his attention.
SiWon gasped. "What?" he asked in surprise and shock at the same time.
"Park JungSoo. It stands here on top of it," HeeChul explained.
"Oh my God. He was right. Park JungSoo..." SiWon mumbled, but HeeChul heard everything clearly. "Who was right? What are you talking about? Do you know him?"
"I've never seen him, but Park JungSoo has been popular at our school. He was always called by his nickname. ...LeeTeuk," SiWon stated and HeeChul gasped. "What? This was LeeTeuk? The guy with the reputed car accident? Why is he in here?" HeeChul asked in confusion.
"Don't you get it? KangIn was right. He didn't die because of an accident. He was killed," SiWon muttered and HeeChul was shocked at the sudden realization.
Pairings/Characters: SiChul, (broken)friendship!SiHaeHyuk, mention of EunHae and KangTeuk (more to come)
Rating: overall R
Warning: Violence, torture, use of drugs, rape, character death,...
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: One wrong decision can take you to hell. This is what many students have already experienced. All of them have disappeared. No one knows anything about them anymore. But someday, someone is going to find out, right? If it's still possible...
*14. February*
HeeChul voluntarily went to the lab to let them make tests with his body. He tried to stay strong the whole time, but when he was thrown back into his room, he groaned in pain. He felt weak, but forced himself to get up and dress himself. He looked at his school uniform. How much he hated this hell of a school.
When he was ready, he ran out of the room and through the hallways to a special room. It was a dark room. It was rare that someone entered it, so SiWon had decided to stay in there.
HeeChul slipped in and was greeted by a strange smell. Not as bad as when they had stayed in the room with HanKyung's dead body, but still disgusting.
He bit his lower lip and waited until his eyes got used to the dark, before he was able to look for his lover.
SiWon was sitting in the far back and HeeChul quickly went toward him. He sank down next to him with a small smile. He couldn't be happier to have SiWon with him. It gave him strength and hope once again. "Here, for you," he whispered, because they had to stay quiet while being in this room. Someone could hear them after all.
SiWon looked at the food and the bottle HeeChul was handing him and took it gladly. "Thank you," he replied and kissed HeeChul's cheek, before he started to eat.
HeeChul watched him.
"Are you okay? Did they do anything to you today?" SiWon asked him in concern, but HeeChul shook his head. "No, I'm alright. Don't worry about me."
SiWon didn't say anything.
"How have you been able to come here?" HeeChul finally asked. He was just curious. Maybe, it could help them get out as well.
SiWon stopped eating and hesitated as if he was thinking whether he should say it or not. "After they took you, they, of course, weren't able to find me anymore. I didn't know how, but I managed to find my way here. Suddenly, I was standing in front of these walls. I needed to get in. Get to you. They probably weren't prepared for me, because the ones that stood at the entrance, weren't even informed that I should get killed. They let me in with some other students. After all, I'm still wearing my school uniform."
"Oh," was the only thing, HeeChul was able to say.
"And now, I'm here. We are together again," SiWon whispered. A mix of happiness and sadness in his voice as he intertwined his fingers slowly, almost carefully, with HeeChul's.
HeeChul looked away, even though he was sure that SiWon wasn't able to make out his expression in the darkness.
"How have you been doing in here?" the younger one then asked.
HeeChul shook his head before letting it rest on SiWon's shoulder. "Let's not talk about that," he whispered as he lay their hands on his lap.
SiWon remained quiet after that. He didn't want to push his boyfriend. He had gone through much more than himself properly.
"What kind of room is this actually?" HeeChul suddenly asked to change the subject.
At first, SiWon didn't want to answer, but quickly decided otherwise and simply stated, "Look at these coffins."
HeeChul widened his eyes in surprise and looked around, trying to figure something out in the dark. After hearing it from SiWon, he realized that in here, there were indeed only coffins. Many coffins.
"A-are...people in there?" he asked hesitantly. He didn't know if he wanted to know the answer. This scared him.
"Yes," SiWon answered barely audiable. HeeChul was shocked.
"Have you looked inside?" he wanted to know, but felt SiWon's head shake against his own. "No."
HeeChul stood up and crawled to one of these many. He carefully opened it a little to look inside. A stench came toward him and he quickly backed away. "Ew," he muttered and SiWon chuckled softly while coming next to him. They looked inside. The little light in the room made it even possible to see a face, but HeeChul didn't know it. Dried blood was on the skin.
"Isn't this...HyukJae?" SiWon suddenly asked. HeeChul shrugged. "I don't know him."
"But I do. Why is he dead? He was on this school as well. He was my and Hae's room mate before you came," SiWon explained slowly. "He suddenly has gone missing one day and never came back. Now, I know why..."
HeeChul sighed. Was SiWon missing this HyukJae? Was he giving HeeChul the blame because he replaced him? Was it even possible for HeeChul to replace HyukJae, considering that these three had been close friends as it seemed.
HeeChul crawled to another coffin and away from SiWon who was still busy staring at HyukJae's dead body.
HeeChul tried to ignore the pain in his heart when he noticed SiWon's body trembling because he was crying.
He just opened another coffin. He didn't expect to know any person in here, because for the time he had been at the school, the only scandal that had happened, was caused by himself and SiWon after all.
He looked at the face inside the coffin. It looked sad. He felt sorry for the person, a young student.
HeeChul didn't know him, but he wondered why he had to die. He hesitated at first, but then reached his hand out and touched the face of the dead body in front of him with his index finger. He quickly pulled back. The coldness was unbearable.
He swallowed and wanted to close the coffin again, but suddenly, SiWon appeared next to him. He had stopped crying and had closed the other coffin again.
He curiously looked inside the coffin in front of them, but didn't seem to recognize that person either.
HeeChul shrugged when he received a wondering look from SiWon and so, they closed the coffin as well.
HeeChul kept on staring at it though because he didn't want to look at SiWon. It was then that he noticed a small sign with a name written on top of it.
"Park JungSoo. Do you know Park JungSoo?" he asked SiWon, not expecting him to actually know, but he wanted to talk to him again. He wanted his attention.
SiWon gasped. "What?" he asked in surprise and shock at the same time.
"Park JungSoo. It stands here on top of it," HeeChul explained.
"Oh my God. He was right. Park JungSoo..." SiWon mumbled, but HeeChul heard everything clearly. "Who was right? What are you talking about? Do you know him?"
"I've never seen him, but Park JungSoo has been popular at our school. He was always called by his nickname. ...LeeTeuk," SiWon stated and HeeChul gasped. "What? This was LeeTeuk? The guy with the reputed car accident? Why is he in here?" HeeChul asked in confusion.
"Don't you get it? KangIn was right. He didn't die because of an accident. He was killed," SiWon muttered and HeeChul was shocked at the sudden realization.