who would of thought....

[blindtolive]

i hate writing other peoples words in my journal...but of all bands, i never thought i would find a skinny puppy song that could soundtrack this moment.

skinny puppy - cult

a lasting moment to hold onto with regret
the scent of time
tried and tested I never noticed the phantoms of her mind
cresent moon im cutting through
paste up warnings fill the sky
smoking embers I remember time and time again
to try to live I light to sink within her
I think of light

time to blame to borrow from your past elapsed
collapsing

shes not insane
shes gone insane

and if the root of silence pulls me off
and love is lost not from my heart
I sit upon this throne that throws me off

and she falls backward to the floor and forward to the back
she says elapses all my truth again
shes the one I live for
I live alone

burns inside horilbly
she lifts me to the spirit burns
the darkest hours
my corrupt brain is hurting
once again the door lies quiet
left alone im thinking of her
sitting the burning clock of time

i played this in the background by accident as i was trying to write something to portray my torn assumptions and predictions of my future.....they said it better than i could have.