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things are going very odd
i cant ever tell if im miserable or optimistic, both seem to coincide very well with one another.
but what ive taken from the last 3 days is this:
i have lost someone i love
i might lose my home
but i did lose a drinking problem
i have gained some confidence
i have gained a new love for my mom
and i have realized how ive been wasting time doing nothing
whatever happens from here on out tho, i will become a better person
i have found a new outlet for my frustration as well, this could be the answer to my cutting problem.
i cant ever tell if im miserable or optimistic, both seem to coincide very well with one another.
but what ive taken from the last 3 days is this:
i have lost someone i love
i might lose my home
but i did lose a drinking problem
i have gained some confidence
i have gained a new love for my mom
and i have realized how ive been wasting time doing nothing
whatever happens from here on out tho, i will become a better person
i have found a new outlet for my frustration as well, this could be the answer to my cutting problem.