Behind the eyes.
Its a touchy subject, hard to grasp most of the time. you could call it whatever you want. its name is irrelevant. what we aspire to be, or how we would like to see ourselves is one thing. this is quite another. Its not always easy to see that side of yourself. the side that you deny and bury. its shrugged off as a stupid thought or impulse. not something a civilised person would dare indulge upon. Yet, the thoughts remain and repeat. it can change your outlook, your opinions without you realizing. until the moment when distraction becomes curiosity, and we all know what happens then.