mormon themed bike races
yea, my boyfriend is hilarious.
it's kinda sad. a friend from work wanted to get coffee, but vero was closed. heh, went to starbucks. but it's also sad that i didn't wanna go b/c i didn't wanna see dana. i dunno, it sucks. hard. it's just lame and i don't wanna be like that. but you don't accuse your best friend of using you, then turn around and try to use that friend. i don't like hypocrites. yea, yea ... heh, i don't like myself either. so there. and i never really wanted to say this, but i didn't wanna tell her about shawn and the day he came over and the night he came back b/c i believe that she loves the idea of him liking her and pine-ing [sp] for her. and knowing that he doesn't feel that way is just a blow to her ego. ... i feel shitty.
marc hasn't written me back yet. i R E A L L Y , R E A L L Y hope that he got that last letter. i'm sending him another one, but ... i just really fucking miss him. nothings the same. nothings as fun ... well ... bullshitting isn't as fun. i want to visit him. but i'm so fucking .... i'm such a pussy. i'm nervous about flying. lax was hell. and i was only waiting for someone. worried about delays, getting lost, missing flights, transfers. and it's so dumb, but ever since the 9/11 thing, i haven't wanted to ever fly.
shawn might go to georgia for a few days next month. fish school. i'm not looking forward to it.
i think i'm gonna buy "House, M.D." seasons. i'm watching a mini marathon. dammit i love that pill popping bastard. -sigh- okay. bye.
it's kinda sad. a friend from work wanted to get coffee, but vero was closed. heh, went to starbucks. but it's also sad that i didn't wanna go b/c i didn't wanna see dana. i dunno, it sucks. hard. it's just lame and i don't wanna be like that. but you don't accuse your best friend of using you, then turn around and try to use that friend. i don't like hypocrites. yea, yea ... heh, i don't like myself either. so there. and i never really wanted to say this, but i didn't wanna tell her about shawn and the day he came over and the night he came back b/c i believe that she loves the idea of him liking her and pine-ing [sp] for her. and knowing that he doesn't feel that way is just a blow to her ego. ... i feel shitty.
marc hasn't written me back yet. i R E A L L Y , R E A L L Y hope that he got that last letter. i'm sending him another one, but ... i just really fucking miss him. nothings the same. nothings as fun ... well ... bullshitting isn't as fun. i want to visit him. but i'm so fucking .... i'm such a pussy. i'm nervous about flying. lax was hell. and i was only waiting for someone. worried about delays, getting lost, missing flights, transfers. and it's so dumb, but ever since the 9/11 thing, i haven't wanted to ever fly.
shawn might go to georgia for a few days next month. fish school. i'm not looking forward to it.
i think i'm gonna buy "House, M.D." seasons. i'm watching a mini marathon. dammit i love that pill popping bastard. -sigh- okay. bye.