i am mad at myself.
so i basically wasted my entire day today. that makes me kinda pissed off.
i woke up around 11:30. laid in bed until about 12:30. then got a shower and slept some more. i watched happy gilmore and some of meet the parents while i took my nails off. then i slept even more. i walked outside to meet my mom and give her a key to the house. then i came back in, laid down and watched seinfeld. then i straightened my hair, laid down and watched everybody love's raymond. now i'm sitting here typing this pointless entry instead of doing work or getting something accomplished.
im stressing out, but im not doing anything to help myself. i have two essays due on thursday that i haven't even started. i have a quiz tomorrow in psychology, but i should do good on that. i still should look over some of the information at least. i have such trouble making the right decisions. it makes me so mad. i could have had at least one essay done today. but my lazy butt didnt do anything!
i also need to make it to the shore mall before friday to get a shirt to wear to the club. and i dont even feel like going clubbin anymore, for a few certain reasons. i guess i'll have to get over it or else deliza's gonna kill me.
i dont know when i'm gonna find time to do that. or money. because this friday's gonna cost me about $85. and that's excluding the room we might be getting and the snacks and stuff. wow. i dont have that kind of money to be spending. which is another reason i should get a job. i need to get over the fact that i cant and wont always be available to hang out with my friends every time they do something. that's why i didnt have a job this summer- - because i wanted to be available 24/7 for my friends- so i wouldnt miss anything. but most of them have a job now, so i should probably get one, too. because im completely broke!
so anyway. this week is kinda jammed pack. i have class until 4:30 tomorrow. i need to make it home to get my cell phone charger, or else i'm gonna die. i dont have my car yet because my mom needs it. i need to make it to the shore mall to get a shirt. i need to write my two essays by thursday. i need to do my lab homework by friday. i need to see boy.
now tell me, when am i supposed to fit all that into my schedule? fglsdhkjfbnskjgdhuiesdg.
okay. im gonna stop complaining and get to work. something needs to be accomplished this week!