Quiero perderme contigo...
x I wish my heart had some sort of knob to lower the intensity of my emotions. It is so frustrating to be fully aware of what the fuck is going on, yet still feel this shit. UGH!!!
x I think I'm too loyal for my own good. It's unfair, and it shouldn't be this way. I guess loyalty isn't really gained the way trust is. Being loyal is just how I am, and I can't really help it. Whether you deserve it or not, I'm loyal to you. FUCK.
x I'm coming to this twisted realization that I really want to settle down. That all along I've been this "serious relationship" girl that just never got her chance. I want "the one" and that's it. I don't need anything in between; no traumatic experiences or heart breaks or drama. I don't need to date and experiment and blah blah blah. I just want my other half to have me too... and for us to just be happy and not alone anymore.
x I love my mom and my brother and sisters. I'm so grateful to have them in my life, and I can't imagine being without them. <3
x I need to stop thinking about a certain someone so much. It is useless to occupy so much of my thoughts with little fantasies. What matters in the end is what's REAL. The current reality is that we are almost strangers to each other. So why the hell am I so caught up?! I don't understand. I just want to know. (Patience, I know.)
x I'm probably making a really stupid decision by giving someone that has repeatedly disappointed me yet another opportunity. But I'm an idiot like that. I want to believe people are truly good inside and really do have good intentions. This will be the last time though. That's it.
x I'm going to stop thinking now and start watching Breaking Bad for the first time. I'm excited to have something new to watch... and something to keep me distracted. :)
Ciao!
x I think I'm too loyal for my own good. It's unfair, and it shouldn't be this way. I guess loyalty isn't really gained the way trust is. Being loyal is just how I am, and I can't really help it. Whether you deserve it or not, I'm loyal to you. FUCK.
x I'm coming to this twisted realization that I really want to settle down. That all along I've been this "serious relationship" girl that just never got her chance. I want "the one" and that's it. I don't need anything in between; no traumatic experiences or heart breaks or drama. I don't need to date and experiment and blah blah blah. I just want my other half to have me too... and for us to just be happy and not alone anymore.
x I love my mom and my brother and sisters. I'm so grateful to have them in my life, and I can't imagine being without them. <3
x I need to stop thinking about a certain someone so much. It is useless to occupy so much of my thoughts with little fantasies. What matters in the end is what's REAL. The current reality is that we are almost strangers to each other. So why the hell am I so caught up?! I don't understand. I just want to know. (Patience, I know.)
x I'm probably making a really stupid decision by giving someone that has repeatedly disappointed me yet another opportunity. But I'm an idiot like that. I want to believe people are truly good inside and really do have good intentions. This will be the last time though. That's it.
x I'm going to stop thinking now and start watching Breaking Bad for the first time. I'm excited to have something new to watch... and something to keep me distracted. :)
Ciao!