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I think I would feel better if I felt like my job actually meant a damn thing. Try as I might, I can't find what greater good selling blouses serves. I know I'd still have crappy days and stress and ~issues~ and whatever... but at least I'd go to bed feeling like I'd done something worth doing.
Please let one of these Primary schools give me a chance and let me do some work experience, so I can quit my stupid job and apply for a PGCE and feel a bit better about my place in the world. Please please please please please.