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I can't write a detailed entry due to courtesy and proximal hibernation, but I needed to write down somewhere that I feel like shit.
I'm depressed and I can't even face it, which is exponentially more depressing. I'm never in a good mood when alone, ever. I'm either numb or depressed. I can't eat, I can't sleep well (which, as most of you know, is quite absurd), I'm barely able to keep my attention on anything.
I feel like I'm deteriorating and I don't know how to stop.
I'm depressed and I can't even face it, which is exponentially more depressing. I'm never in a good mood when alone, ever. I'm either numb or depressed. I can't eat, I can't sleep well (which, as most of you know, is quite absurd), I'm barely able to keep my attention on anything.
I feel like I'm deteriorating and I don't know how to stop.