again??
i'm sitting here next to one of my closest guy friends. long story short he was there for me after my break up, we spent a lot of time together, we had a great summer together and i ended up falling for him. but he doesn't want a relationship. and now i'm here, heartbroken. so why do i keep doing this to myself? he's asleep on my couch, and he looks so peaceful, so innocent, and i can't believe how head over heels i am for him. this is crazy, insane, and i don't know how i got here, from one heartbreak to the next so quickly. the wise thing to do would be to stop hanging out with him, but i can't help myself. i'm crazy about him...and i can't do anything about it. this blows.