losing my mind!!!
i'm going to pull an amanda and write on the job. :) i love you amanda!
these past several weeks have been nothing but crazy and hecktic day in and day out. i think i averaged about 4 hours of sleep a night last week. yay music history III. and the stupid midterm swallowed me alive!! AAAGGGHHH!!! but it's ok cuz i'm going to kick butt on the paper and on the final. :)
finally securing a location for my recital made me realize just how close a month away is, and i'm panicking (sp?). i've never performed in front of an audience by myself. and i'm doing 3 huge pieces! mendelssohn violin concerto (mvt. 1), franck violin sonata (all of it), and brahms horn trio (mvts. 1 and 4). and a polish caprice, but just for fun. and my coworker's wife just had a baby, so my work load doubled. yay! **btw, recital time is now 5 PM, not 4 PM.**
and i'm off of caffeine. for the sake of trying to regain some amount of healthiness. so on top of being under all of this stress, i'm caffeine deprived AND going through withdrawls. SWEET!!! the good thing is that...no wait, there's nothing good about all of this! oh well. i don't know why i decided to get off of coke (that sounds so wrong) but i decided to stop drinking so much of it. then i decided, well what the hell, just quit. i'm not quiting for the rest of my life...i'm just trying to rebalance my body. no more mcdonald's, either. i had mcd's on sunday, but it was a small chicken sandwich and fries, with a sprite (as opposed to my usual crispy chicken club sandwich with fries and a coke or dr.p). not much of a difference, but it was certainly a lot less than what i normally have. i'm eating healthier!!! woo hoo! yay for nutri-grain bars and water bottles and sandwiches. which is extremely hard to do on campus.
on another note, i'm officially addicted to DDR!!!! my sister's boyfriend took it over to the house, and i could not stop playing!! i love that game!! (there was also 2 boxes of pizza and cheetos and cokes, and i did not have any of it! well, i had a slice. but that's it!)
too much work. so little time. i'd like to say that it'll soon end, but it won't. i think i'm going to go on the 5 year plan. or 4 and 1/2 year plan. or i just might suck it up and get out next year. too much crap to do!!!!
***i just noticed the litte mood icons, and one of them says "horny". i wonder who will actually put that as their current state of being!***
these past several weeks have been nothing but crazy and hecktic day in and day out. i think i averaged about 4 hours of sleep a night last week. yay music history III. and the stupid midterm swallowed me alive!! AAAGGGHHH!!! but it's ok cuz i'm going to kick butt on the paper and on the final. :)
finally securing a location for my recital made me realize just how close a month away is, and i'm panicking (sp?). i've never performed in front of an audience by myself. and i'm doing 3 huge pieces! mendelssohn violin concerto (mvt. 1), franck violin sonata (all of it), and brahms horn trio (mvts. 1 and 4). and a polish caprice, but just for fun. and my coworker's wife just had a baby, so my work load doubled. yay! **btw, recital time is now 5 PM, not 4 PM.**
and i'm off of caffeine. for the sake of trying to regain some amount of healthiness. so on top of being under all of this stress, i'm caffeine deprived AND going through withdrawls. SWEET!!! the good thing is that...no wait, there's nothing good about all of this! oh well. i don't know why i decided to get off of coke (that sounds so wrong) but i decided to stop drinking so much of it. then i decided, well what the hell, just quit. i'm not quiting for the rest of my life...i'm just trying to rebalance my body. no more mcdonald's, either. i had mcd's on sunday, but it was a small chicken sandwich and fries, with a sprite (as opposed to my usual crispy chicken club sandwich with fries and a coke or dr.p). not much of a difference, but it was certainly a lot less than what i normally have. i'm eating healthier!!! woo hoo! yay for nutri-grain bars and water bottles and sandwiches. which is extremely hard to do on campus.
on another note, i'm officially addicted to DDR!!!! my sister's boyfriend took it over to the house, and i could not stop playing!! i love that game!! (there was also 2 boxes of pizza and cheetos and cokes, and i did not have any of it! well, i had a slice. but that's it!)
too much work. so little time. i'd like to say that it'll soon end, but it won't. i think i'm going to go on the 5 year plan. or 4 and 1/2 year plan. or i just might suck it up and get out next year. too much crap to do!!!!
***i just noticed the litte mood icons, and one of them says "horny". i wonder who will actually put that as their current state of being!***