Its official
So now its finally, actually done. I've been finished my exams but hadn't actually had any real moment of closure until now. It didn't hit me when Anna left, or even when a bunch of the other people from my floor left, mostly because everybody who I was good friends with stayed until the last day. Now they're all gone though and its an incredibly painful experience. I knew it would happen eventually but i didn't know I'd care so much. I guess its just really hard because I feel left behind. I had to watch them all leave and I didn't get to leave them.Even that doesn't matter though because the really upsetting point is that I'll probably never see them again. Ever. There was talk of visiting but, really, why would they come all the way back here just for me? There hardly seems to be any point. I'll probably try to visit some of them... but thats much easier said than done now isn't it? I'll try because I care but I still don't feel comforted. I should have tried harder, made a better effort to stay around on weekends and take advantage of the time I did have with them. That was my own stupid fault, but I can't really help that now. I'm sure it'll be better next year when I'm away from that opportunity. I'll have learned to enjoy the time I do have because its so limited. I just can't believe I might never see any of them again! Its so hard and now I feel so sad.