When you said we were Through
it was like you ripped my still beating,
slowly cracking on the inside heart,
right out of my chest.
You squeezed it with hate flashing in your eyes,
and then you threw it down 12 flights of stairs,
and when it hit the bottom
you were there to step on it.
You picked it up and threw it against the wall,
took a razor blade and ( Read more... )

I GOT A NEW TATTOO..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
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i love andrew so freakin much......

just hanging out. i get off probation the 8th. and me gonna have so much freakin fun. i gettin so fucked up. lol. well later.

i havent did much lately. just stayed the night with aunt mandy and helped with christmas ornaments. lol. yeah but it was fun. i ate me some taco bell. it was good. lol. anyways i think that i am going to go. later.

so i am sitting here 10:53 pm. i just started thinking i graduate in like 6 months. im going to not ever have to go back to school. it kinda scares me that i will be out on my own and noone there with me. i know im a chicken but wait till you get here in my shoes or you have and you know how it feels. im so scared that i a going to mess up ( Read more... )

so life officially sucks. lol. i have a couple problems that i have to deal with. in which involve a good freind. and another how to get back with andrew. lol. and some others i cant reviel yet. so just wait. i gotta go.

so much has happened since the time i had updated. i have had some crazy stuff go on. are you sure you want to read on? lol. anyways i have went out with derrick and broke up with him twice. hes a psyco. lol. he tried to cut his fuckin arm off when i broke up with him. anyways i let the beans spill about me likin shannon. but yeah here lately me ( Read more... )

so yesterday me and destiny and scrub was drivin and i backed into a ditch over my head... yeah i was stuck, scared, crying, yelling and lifting the jeep to get it out. it was so fuckin crazy. anyways. thats about it. later.

okay derrick writes me the meanest sweetest saddest fucking note. right? well it makes me mad, then i cry and feel sorry for him. right? well i wrote him back really sweet and shit and comes to find out he has a new g/f. what the fuck you dont tell someone you miss them while you are dating someone else. i dont know i just wanna fuckin stab him. ( Read more... )