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moving to california within 2 months. ive been psyched, but after tonight, i'm suddenly getting nervous. frightened of a brand new place; stepping out of my comfort zone. i know i need this change in my life, to restart my life fresh even, but major change intmidates the hell out of me. all of these emotions and worries flooded my brain before, and i momentarily felt awkward and vulnerable. it's already set. the decision is made and all, but i'm scared i wont be able to handle this, not out there alone. fuck.