May 26, 2004 23:40
I want to explain how i feel about this person but when i try nothing i can think of seems to say what im trying to say.I dont think you can say your in love intil you have experienced it well i used to think no matter what i couldnt be in love at my age and this point on my life and i still believer God has an even better deeper love waitng for me i dont know whether or not it will be with the person i am in love with now or not but i realy do hope it is .I was talking with someone the other day about how great things are with this person and i started thinking about how hard it would be to find someone after i have been with him that could make me as happy or just be able to be there for me like he has but im glad i dont have to worry about that sometimes i get scared something might ruin this precious gift ive been given i wonder if how i act or what i say could somehow hurt this great thing i have but then all i have to to do is look in his eyes and know that no matter what happens he will still love me ( unles i brake up with him again :>) lol I wish i could tell you all the feelings i have for him how even when we are mad at each other we still want to be together and we both know that but neither one of us would dare admit it ! the world is soo great when im with you and i thank God that you are a persuasive and stuborn person i love you !
im going to stop writing all this now because its not liek me to be this mushy but yeh love can do that to you ! 143
moving on..ummm yeh summers great tell more l8ter 22 days till PC!! AND hopefully only 15 more days till orange beach !! YAY !!!!!!~*~*prays~*~*~