Why are you still in my head?
You know, you said that I should forget you, because you'll be gone soon. The truth is, I have... but apparently, that's only in my conscious mind. I had a dream about you last night, and my present other was there too. I had to choose, and I chose you. You gave me such an amazing feeling even though there was no physical contact in my dream. I haven't had that emotional feeling in over a year. I don't even know what it feels like anymore in real life, and every time I try to think of that amazing feeling, the more it fades. I don't know how to get it back into my life. These thoughts make me feel so guilty that my head feels heavy. What am I supposed to do???????????????????????????
I can't. get you out. of. my. head.