if you're reading this, whoever the hell you are I don't care if I don't even know you/talk to you/whatever, post your address in a comment. I'm going to screen them, so don't worry about other people seeing it, just post your most recent address or the one you'll be at within the next two or so weeks if you're going back to school or something.

add flashneverlasts before i delete this journal, plz

i can tell how upset my dad and brother are that fay didn't hit us directly. i mean, really bummed. they had the generator and tons of gas and those army MREs all ready, man. totally depressed vibe in the air right now.

in other news, i think i'm going to delete this journal instead of letting it stick around when i switch names.

i remember a few months ago cristobel saying at bamboozle that his goal was that our company would be selling five shirts online a day within the next three months. i remember looking at him and thinking 'he's fucking crazy' but not wanting to say it out loud. i remember thinking that his expectations were way too high, that this was just something ( Read more... )

I'm officially dropping out of college to go to cosmetology school. My dads going to get a loan that he said he'd pay off "it' not a matter of anything, alex, except whether or not you want to do it. i want you to do what's going to make you happy ( Read more... )

fuck it.
i'm going to live vicariously through myself

i just dont know what im doing (or what the hell i should do)

maybe i will start writing music, dad

you can see the satellites from here and planes look like shooting stars, you think. when everything, all you have left, is man-made you hope you'll still be holding hands and praying the planes don't crash like the stars burnt out.

my dad just had a conversation with me about college, and about my grades and about flunking out ( Read more... )