Feb 15, 2006 00:12
when im not around theres just so much to say
Disregarding the fact that I currently have company over who actually have things to do in the morning... oh wait thats what the people in my apartment are doing right now. I guess that makes me the asshole for mentioning it to them when I have someone living upstairs aswell as us being here for less than two weeks. Oh well, i guess i'll just have to go over their homes and leave shit all over the place, throw shit around, be loud, and then I can just leave at the end of the night. It really bothers me to have to worry about the closer friends I have mentioning my name while im not hanging out with them, i shouldnt have to feel unsettled in any way by it. I understand what its like to want to drink and have a good time but now i also understand what its like to want to be able to sleep well so i can wake up early and get shit done during the day. It's a Tuesday night and im working on finding a job to finance the place these people will be allowed to enjoy, and its pretty shitty to feel like I cant go downstairs nicely to have people quiet down because im trying to watch a movie I rented and the fucking volume is over 3/4's the way up. that right there proves the volume level down stairs was loud because my t.v isnt exactly quiet in any sense. I enabled comments because im pretty sure I know who'd be commenting and what would be said, why bother. If people have something to say then they can say it to me. im not trying to be a prick about anything, im just highly annoyed about the way everythings going down. I dont want people I or my brother havent hung out with in a while now thinking this is the new place to drink and party. I dont feel like being taken advantage of just because of the slightest bit of our generosity. I like every single person who has come into this house so far so this isnt singling anyone out. I care about people more than I should and it usually fucks me over in the end because those same people have their own agendas and usually turn it around like im the jerk, the bad guy, the asshole. I could care less if this upsets anyone because it needed to be said and it was weighing heavily on my mind. All I'd ask is that people respect other people in my house. Have fun, joke around, drink, get shitfaced, whatever... just dont be fucking selfish.