Sep 27, 2005 15:32
Basically this is the end for me.
Alot of pressure is getting to me, my long running medical condition (permenant headaches) looks to be back and worse if anything. Haven't been to school in a week or whatever. People are depending on me for things, its hard. So it looks like I'm going to leave school with NO gcse's or qualifications. Be a fucking hobo or whatever. They'd probably take me into hospital and do more tests. WHAT THE FUCK FOR, YOU'VE SHOVED A FUCKING NEEDLE INTO MY SPINE, and it only caused me pain and agony for a month, cunts. The hospital system has failed me. And I think they think I'm making this up. I wish they could have what I feel for a day. They'd probably take me in, give me all the psycholigist help again. I DONT FUCKING NEED THAT, I NEED A CURE. I had one doctor who had an idea, he hasnt talked to me in 1 year now.
My parents are cunts, me and my dad are arguing every day now, I want to stab him before he gets the chance.
And I've got other troubles,
sorry for the rant and the language, I needed this.
bye