Oh boy
So this is a sequel to my last post.
I went and saw Heath after work last night. We talked until the sun came up.
He sat there and told me every reason why I deserve better than Chris. He said even if Chris apologized, he still isn't gonna change.
I talked to Bobby last night too. Bobby said that Chris told him Shauna called Chris when she got back to Colorado and said she regreted telling him there was no chance. She said she would be with him again but she isn't moving back to Alabama. I guess there is no ending to Chris and Shauna.
He doesn't know I have this information yet. Also, Chris has been bragging to Bobby and the other people at Bobby's house about all these girls he's been getting. Everyone who heard him vouched for Bobby and said it was the truth.
I believe I do deserve better than Chris. Sometimes it's just hard to throw away two years. But, when I think about it, I'm not happy with Chris anymore. I'm always questioning him when he mentions another girl. I'm always wondering what he's doing when I don't see him for days. I really don't need back into this relationship with Chris. I'm just not sure how i'm gonna tell him that.
I deserve better. I'm tired of being unhappy, worried, and doubtful with someone.
Heath asked for a second chance. He said that he's clean now, he said the only thing he does is smoke weed sometimes, but not very much. He said he'd even quit weed if I asked him too. He said alot but that is going to be left between me and him. I have not been able to stop smiling all day.
I haven't smiled this much in a long time. It feels good to smile. I feel so much better today, mentally.
Who knows where this road is going to take me. Hopefully to something better.
I think i'm gonna give it a shot, and see what happens.
I went and saw Heath after work last night. We talked until the sun came up.
He sat there and told me every reason why I deserve better than Chris. He said even if Chris apologized, he still isn't gonna change.
I talked to Bobby last night too. Bobby said that Chris told him Shauna called Chris when she got back to Colorado and said she regreted telling him there was no chance. She said she would be with him again but she isn't moving back to Alabama. I guess there is no ending to Chris and Shauna.
He doesn't know I have this information yet. Also, Chris has been bragging to Bobby and the other people at Bobby's house about all these girls he's been getting. Everyone who heard him vouched for Bobby and said it was the truth.
I believe I do deserve better than Chris. Sometimes it's just hard to throw away two years. But, when I think about it, I'm not happy with Chris anymore. I'm always questioning him when he mentions another girl. I'm always wondering what he's doing when I don't see him for days. I really don't need back into this relationship with Chris. I'm just not sure how i'm gonna tell him that.
I deserve better. I'm tired of being unhappy, worried, and doubtful with someone.
Heath asked for a second chance. He said that he's clean now, he said the only thing he does is smoke weed sometimes, but not very much. He said he'd even quit weed if I asked him too. He said alot but that is going to be left between me and him. I have not been able to stop smiling all day.
I haven't smiled this much in a long time. It feels good to smile. I feel so much better today, mentally.
Who knows where this road is going to take me. Hopefully to something better.
I think i'm gonna give it a shot, and see what happens.