Nov 15, 2004 17:57
So why would life seem so terrible? My good friend slashed her wrists and almost died. She was in intensive care for three days or some shit like that. Now, she is under house arrest for at least two months. No one gets in, no one gets out. I miss her like crazy. Things are'nt as fun without her. She always seemed so happy. But I can see the whole downfall. She is the perfect child. Sometimes, the perfect child freaks out.
My fucker of a friend who was supposedly going out with my best friend decided to go out without her,got high, and fucked some random whore. The whore really is a whore. I'm not just being a bitch and decided to call her that. She'll admit it to you. Anyways, my best friend is a fucking mess. I think i might have to hurt him a little for doing that to her.
My really good friend's mother was just diagnosed with breast cancer. It's too far along. Her mother said she wants to take a gun to head and end it all with her daughter sitting in the room. She burst out into tears. She can't really be helped. My friend most likely has it also.
I can't really comprehend how shitty i feel right now and i cant really take my Lithium pills cause they don't work for shit. I'm going to go lay down and call my boyfriend. Blah!