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I have decided that no matter what, I will go to my boyfriends concert Saturday. He's all depressed and yelling at me. Why is he yelling at me? Oh well. I think he thinks I'am 'cheating' on him. This kid always comes up to me and tells me a I broke his heart. I don't even know this kid. So yeah. My boyfriend thinks i have been cheating on him.
So i have only been in school for half of a semester and already 6 kids have died. Two killed themselves, one died of brain cancer and the rest died in horrible car crashes. WTF is going on?!?!? Yeah i think I'am going to a memorial on Saturday for one of the kid's who killed himself. Suicide is probably the most selfish thing you could ever do. I know what it's like to want to die. I have never tried to commit suicide but i woke up everyday just wanting to die. I am bipolar. Everyone laughs at me for it but it's true and i can't really control myself. Whatever. Fuck people. I am going to go to sleep now. So what if its only seven o'clock?
So i have only been in school for half of a semester and already 6 kids have died. Two killed themselves, one died of brain cancer and the rest died in horrible car crashes. WTF is going on?!?!? Yeah i think I'am going to a memorial on Saturday for one of the kid's who killed himself. Suicide is probably the most selfish thing you could ever do. I know what it's like to want to die. I have never tried to commit suicide but i woke up everyday just wanting to die. I am bipolar. Everyone laughs at me for it but it's true and i can't really control myself. Whatever. Fuck people. I am going to go to sleep now. So what if its only seven o'clock?