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I can't really think straight right now. I haven't updated in a while and for good reason, which I'm not going to give because I don't really think I have to explain my sudden dissappearance. The important thing is that I'm back. I'm just trying to make my update longer than Avril's if you were wondering why I was bullshitting. Does anyone want to tell me why Evan is such a fuck as to break up with Elisha she is the most gorgeous girl I have ever met and I think I am a better person for having even met her. She's awesome and I'd seriously do anything for her. She's like my long lost sister and I practically tell her everything. I love you, baby. :-* Right now I'm listening to the radio and Eminem's Cleaning Out my Closet is on. This guy has some serious emo problems with his mom. Hmm kind of like me right now. My mom and I got into this huge fight last night about absolutely nothing. I mean I'm almost 20 years old and I'm still having fights with my mom. Is this even normal? Whatever I'm not dealing with her right now. And it's odd because we usually have such a great relationship. We can talk about anything with each other. I went to her with all of my boy problems. And now we are so distant. It's a shame. One day I'm just going to grab her and take her and talk to her for about 10 hours about how I'm feeling and how I want to resolve everything. I'm going to regret it later if I don't. I know I will. Fighting with your mom sucks. It's the worst feeling because you can't admit that you're wrong but you know that she's right. I hate it how she's fucking right all of the time why am I even talking about this. I need to get out more even though I'm never home. I could make a topic out of any song that I hear. Okay next song. Let's see. Don't Mess With My Man by Nivea. I currently don't have a man for you to mess with so I guess this is a bogus topic. I went on a date with Heath a couple of nights ago. It was nice. We talked and I couldn't stop staring in those eyes and being melted by that grin. He's really just dreamy in every sense of the word. We talked about politics, the columbia disaster, movies, music, anything that you could imagine. It was nice to talk to someone. I felt so incredibly comfortable around him. I actually got scared in the middle of the conversation because I found that I was asking myself if I had said anything that I wasn't supposed to. I felt like I was talking to a best friend that I've known since grade school. Ha Music by Madonna just came on how ironic. This update is officially the longest I have ever written. Elisha should come back from her idle state before I write a novel. Not that it would be a bad thing.
Maybe I should take this time to express my love for Mandy. It seems like everyone loves her and I'm just one of many but I just had to say that. She's the sweetest yet one of the most horny people I've ever met in my life. Everytime I see her I think of that Candy video and I just crack up. This icon is for her. I love you Mandy. :-* While I was in Asia I knocked on Evan's door and asked if I could hear him play his guitar because I used to play a little when I was in high school but I never picked it up later because of Gilmore Girls. So he shoved the guitar into my hands and I started playing. He said I was better than him and that I shouldn't let Avril hear me play because I'd be replacing him in the band. I didn't think I was that good. I don't think I am that good. So when I got home I shuffled through my closet and found my old guitar. I've been playing a lot and I love it. It makes me feel so good. Like I'm right back in high school jamming with my friends. I know I don't look like the guitar playing type but yes believe it. I don't know what else to write about. Let's see what the next song is. She Hates Me by Puddle of Mudd. I don't think anyone hates me right now except maybe Avril because the last time I was on AIM I was flirting with her man John Mayer and he signed off because I told him that Avril loved me and not him because I was jealous. I ruined her fuck of the night. But it was supposed to be me sob. It's k John is kind of hot. :\ Ok he's really hot and I hope he comments to one of my updates cause it's been a while since I had a really good orgasm. Did I mention that I love elisha_cuthbert? Okay well one more time for the hell of it. <3 Sorry for the length of this update and taking up room on your friends page but you know what I never update and I deserve it. >:O Sorry I'm going to go back to my hot sex with Avril and Elisha k carry on little kids.
Maybe I should take this time to express my love for Mandy. It seems like everyone loves her and I'm just one of many but I just had to say that. She's the sweetest yet one of the most horny people I've ever met in my life. Everytime I see her I think of that Candy video and I just crack up. This icon is for her. I love you Mandy. :-* While I was in Asia I knocked on Evan's door and asked if I could hear him play his guitar because I used to play a little when I was in high school but I never picked it up later because of Gilmore Girls. So he shoved the guitar into my hands and I started playing. He said I was better than him and that I shouldn't let Avril hear me play because I'd be replacing him in the band. I didn't think I was that good. I don't think I am that good. So when I got home I shuffled through my closet and found my old guitar. I've been playing a lot and I love it. It makes me feel so good. Like I'm right back in high school jamming with my friends. I know I don't look like the guitar playing type but yes believe it. I don't know what else to write about. Let's see what the next song is. She Hates Me by Puddle of Mudd. I don't think anyone hates me right now except maybe Avril because the last time I was on AIM I was flirting with her man John Mayer and he signed off because I told him that Avril loved me and not him because I was jealous. I ruined her fuck of the night. But it was supposed to be me sob. It's k John is kind of hot. :\ Ok he's really hot and I hope he comments to one of my updates cause it's been a while since I had a really good orgasm. Did I mention that I love elisha_cuthbert? Okay well one more time for the hell of it. <3 Sorry for the length of this update and taking up room on your friends page but you know what I never update and I deserve it. >:O Sorry I'm going to go back to my hot sex with Avril and Elisha k carry on little kids.