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i am falling apart. physically. completely. i can't wait to hear how many things are wrong with me tomorrow morning. oh no wait, i'm terrified. i'm in so much pain. it's impossible to ignore or relieve. standing up means perpetually shaking legs from the pain. 100% at work is definetely far from possible. clearly, since i made a fucking dumbass mistake tonight. i can't see how a single disease or infection or illness can be the cause of all of this (this being 50 physical problems i don't care to list). it has to be multiple things. it's terrifying to not be able to find ANYTHING related to all your symptoms on the internet after 2 hours of searching.
no matter how much i cry it's not enough.
the phrase "i'm afraid" just doesn't quite say it.
i'm tempted to ask, "why is this happening to me?"
but i believe in karma.
no matter how much i cry it's not enough.
the phrase "i'm afraid" just doesn't quite say it.
i'm tempted to ask, "why is this happening to me?"
but i believe in karma.