6am Saturday morning...

[bleakoptimism]

5:30am I am awoken by a doggy who needs to pee, and after that I just couldn't get back to sleep. I tried, but I have too much on my mind, and I don't seem to be sleepy anymore. My headache has gone and I feel kinda refreshed. I sat on the steps in the yard for a bit sipping at my tea, listened to the GPO clock chime 6, listened to the birds and

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[spreckenstein]

:(

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i lived near flemington in abbotsford [just up the road ] rent is cheap, but it's not one of the prettiest areas but not as bad as, for example - footscray.

only off the top of my head... nice: st kilda, albert park, kew, willamstown, clifton hill, beacon cove.

not so nice: st albans, some of north melbourne, sunshine, footscray, sydenham. [out that way ]

i have no idea about brunswick.

i hope things look brighter for you sweety, and your future takes a sparkly turn (: x

[bleakoptimism]

Thanks for the advice and the kind words hun ^_^

[bleakoptimism]

Thank you so much, especially seeing as you have never met me or anything ^_^ it means a lot, I am feeling a bit better about it all now, I am still worried about our housemate mostly, but I will have to give you a new address when I send my package out and then another one sometime after that LOL
I am looking at is as an adventure. Living with my parents will be incentive enough to get it all over and done with asap.

[bleakoptimism]

Yes I can see the arguments comming already, my mother the gemini with 3 scorpios in the house teehhee she feels ganged up on, but we can hide in our room and it will be ok. My mum keeps bailing us out, we owe her so much money already, but her help is so greatly apreciated, I just hope we don't want to throttle each other and part on bad terms. Thank you for the positive words

[babyroses]

Do I need a new address to send your letters and packages to?

[bleakoptimism]

Well in about 2 weeks I will oficially be at my parents so adress everything to:
PO Box 145
Bridgewater 7030
Tasmania

and after that I am not sure but I will update when that changes, I am also going to get my mail re-directed for a while so any straggling post will not be left behind

[quixotic_pawn]

I am a bit lost for words...
You know I am not upset at you or Scott!! I am only upset at the idea of not being close to the two wonderful people I've had the opportunity of living with over the last 3 months. I'm stressed and feeling scared that you guys don't care about me despite the fact that you treat me better than I deserve. I <3<3 both of you. ahem. You know I don't like soppiness (so not a word, and spelt incorrectly even if it is one) in abundance, so that will do for now. I will save some for later :P

[bleakoptimism]

*huggles you* we adore you, we are like a family here, I know you aren't upset at us, but I still feel so bad, and just want to wave a wand and make your life perfect for you so you are happy alll the time