When you look at me...
...do you see someone with a future?
So I'm dropping the stupid Engineering economy class that stuck me with a 5 person group project to by myself in a week what took others a month. I finally realized that there is no way that I'm gonna pass that shit so I'd rather have a W than a D or F. Other than that everything else academic is peachy I may even be able to pull an A in Calc 2. But there is this part of me that is really concerned. It just feels like I'm standing at a crossroads. There are a ton of different branching paths, but only a couple stand out, and those I will travel because of choices I make now. Some backtrack others lead forward, but every outcome is just fuzzy. I can never really catch a true glimpse of what lies ahead just vague perceptions in the dark, and what little information I have just scares me and dissuades me from making a choice. I'm just really afraid to make the wrong choice and get hurt or end up somewhere I don't want to be. The future is terrifying because we make the choices that shape it.
So I'm dropping the stupid Engineering economy class that stuck me with a 5 person group project to by myself in a week what took others a month. I finally realized that there is no way that I'm gonna pass that shit so I'd rather have a W than a D or F. Other than that everything else academic is peachy I may even be able to pull an A in Calc 2. But there is this part of me that is really concerned. It just feels like I'm standing at a crossroads. There are a ton of different branching paths, but only a couple stand out, and those I will travel because of choices I make now. Some backtrack others lead forward, but every outcome is just fuzzy. I can never really catch a true glimpse of what lies ahead just vague perceptions in the dark, and what little information I have just scares me and dissuades me from making a choice. I'm just really afraid to make the wrong choice and get hurt or end up somewhere I don't want to be. The future is terrifying because we make the choices that shape it.