So screwed
I guess one thing I can say about college is that is nothing like high school. More specifically its way more easy to fuck up and way harder to fix it. Failing tests is new and so is being unable to get back on track. Not to mention I've got a couple of major projects staring me in the face, taunting me about how little work I've done on them. Speaking of which, I should probably be working on those instead of writing this post but whatevs. All I need to do is concentrate on the upcoming weekend break from the hell that is school and hope that I get good birthday presents and possibly confront something that has been messing with my emotions ever since the end of summer break. But knowing how much of a pussy I am when it comes to that sort of thing I doubt I'll have the balls to look for the answers I need. Also knowing how much of a slacker I am I doubt I'll start on anything today. At the very least hopefully my classes will fix themselves with a little bit of effort, and if things really fall into place I'll work up the gall to ask those questions to her and get an answer that won't screw up my life even more.