Soul Society (is full of dead people.)
Name/Nickname: digitalized_. just refer to me by my username.
Age: turned 18 a while ago, occasionally feel like I'm a hundred.
Likes: I like to attack Ichigo with my Zanpakutou that rule was just too tempting. falling into comfortable surroundings, figuring out patterns, thinking about the general ways of life, mocking the beauty of failure, reading, dreaming of possibilities, fresh rocks, abstract ideas and concepts
Dislikes: ignorance, actual failure, genetic advantages, helplessness, permanent unchangeable decisions and facts, disability of accomplishment, stupidity, being looked down on, being forced onto anything, things I cannot decide on or alter, endings without a story
Strong points: takes my interests and beliefs very seriously. can remain detached when observing. analyzes myself along with others. when making the wrong decisions, I can usually figure out why the decision was a wrong one, though I'm not always able to stop myself. enjoys experiments and changes. doesn't take life itself too seriously. am usually able to smile at anything, even when my thoughts turn to the darker side.
Weaker points: can be too critical. seeks to withdraw and can sometimes be too inside my own world. sometimes automatically resists other people's ideas. am rather mistrusting of people. skeptical. irrational fear of certain situations. am usually oblivious to external details. can be selfish and only care about what concerns me. inability to form new relationships with strangers. can sometimes be too initiative.
Hobbies &/or Talents: don't really have any special talents, but I can mostly accomplish the smaller things I need to do. I enjoy finding logical patterns and clarifying facts, and anything requiring a little challenge (not too much!) is fun.
Favorite color: right now? an aquatic light greyish blue. may vary depending on my mood.
Favorite animal: can't really think of one. I do envy all creatures that have the ability to fly.
Favorite season: definitely winter.
Mature or Immature: immature. though my thoughts can almost appear mature, the decisions themselves are usually immature, and I can rely on my feelings too much. I am also unable to hide my feelings, so anger shows itself way too often, making me irrational and unstable. I also crumble easy under pressure. in other words? really immature.
Leader or Follower: I prefer working alone, but if forced to pick one, I'm probably a better follower. I play the supporting character better, giving ideas and pointing out my own viewpoints without having the responsibility of making final decisions. but the person I'm 'following' has to be someone I can trust to a certain level, or I pull myself away; I don't think I can be too far back into the background though, because I can never keep quiet about my opinions. somewhere in between (like second in command or adviser?) for this one.
Outgoing or Shy: shy. when needed, I can forcefully act cheerful and loud in front of complete strangers, but after a while it quickly fades and I immediately withdraw. am unbelievably shy in front of my friends, because I believe embarrassing myself in front of people I might see again is far worse than embarrassing myself in front of people I will never meet ever again.
Confident or Modest: modest, I suppose. can't really explain this one.
Optimistic, Pessimistic, or Realist: usually realistic, thinks things are just the way they are and am willing to go along the flow. can feel optimistic on a good day, but when I come face to face with the fact that some things are never going to change and some things are never going to get better, I can fall into despair, and therefore am occasionally pessimistic.
Low, medium, or high energy level: for the moment, amazingly low. I think it has to do with getting about four hours of sleep a day plus not sleeping at three in the morning. when motivated, I can have a real high energy level. the medium thing is a no - only extremes here.
Goals in life: studying computer science right now, hoping to have that as my major. gain the ability to support myself and have a comfortable lifestyle in the near future. have a keen observation and make a change in the current technology industry.
Favorite quote & why:
"and each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor." -- the raven, edgar allen poe
no particular reason, but that sentence kind of wrought its own ghost at me and stuck ever since I first read it. poe really does have a way with words, and though I find some of his wording too complex, the raven really is one of his best work. the dying ember reminds me of certain times of a day, when things change and the past dies with a mark into the wood. and honestly? I just love this sentence a whole lot.
Describe your personality in three words or more: initiative. sarcasticly cheerful.
Favorite character & why: don't really have a favorite character for now.
Least favorite character & why: hinamori momo. I don't blame her for trusting Aizen, but continuing that trust immediately turning her back on her own childhood friend after a single letter? unforgivable. and when she claimed that Aizen was the one tricked had to be saved, she was written clear off my book right then.
Anything else: I can seem slightly depressing from the way I write, but I'm actually pretty cheerful. I can say negative things with a smile and a positive attitude. hee.
How did you find this community: I was searching 'hitsugaya toushirou' on the interest page and this community turned up on first place. I clicked in and decided to join in.
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