This is a re-rate. :> My last application can be found
here. I got Shiba Kaien, and I adored my result to death. However, it was pretty close between him and Hiyori. So I'd like to see if and how things have changed. :D Thank you in advance!
Name/Nickname: Jazzy [And there are more, but really, this one is the only one with any real significance.]
Age: 18
Likes: Rain. Clouds. Weather without sun. Smell of new books and warm paper that was freshly printed. Being ridiculous. People who answer differently. I have an unhealthy soft spot for dorks. Literature, music, art, language, every sort of the listed. I like bubbly and fizzy drinks as well as ones with little umbrellas. I also like getting into debates and winning them. Reaching a point of understanding. Finding the human in people. Writing. Pretty things. Skunks with pretty eyes. Spontaneous outbursts of insanity. Connecting. Fog. Walking. And I like waiting, because waiting has a lot of possibilities.
Dislikes: Losing control. Losing in arguments. Losing. Sunny and hot days. Getting lost, feeling lost. Chocolate, milk, chocolate milk. Arrogance. Hopelessness. Stagnant things and situations. People who refuses to see value in life. Not living. Stopping. Driving fast. Not stopping. Forgetting. Leaving things behind and letting things go.
Strong points: I can create things from thin air, not in the wizardly way, but stuff like happiness, love, inspiration, determination, empathy, sadness. I am a strong supporter of the power of human will, and while I react strongly to triggers, I don’t rely on them to go on with life. So to put it shortly, I’m capable of making things happen, and I do.
I’m capable of persevering through things, and I am always capable of picking myself up and going on. I succeed in areas in which I have interest in, and do reasonably well even in those of which I do not. I am always there to talk to my friends and always there to lend an ear, a shoulder, a hand. I actually make it a goal to make life different/interesting/memorable and I always am trying to think of something I can do to give someone something to talk about: unbirthday party, serenading sessions, asking for autographs. Random things like this that I plan out.
Weaker points: I can be very cold, especially when I’m very emotional. It’s some sort of violent reaction I have to cover up one with the other. I also whine quite a bit and am narcississtic, in the worse way, too, because I feed my ego by beating down on myself. This makes sense in an awkward way. When I am angry and/or wronged, I can get very mean, vicious, and vengeful. I also have a tendency to make excuses under the label of “logic”. I can be very forgetful and zone out often, only to come back later and realize that I’ve missed out on something important. I’m also a slacker, and very hypocritical.
I’m also very easily moved. Inspirational speeches and leaders hit me very, very hard. I’m prime “sheep” candidate. So if I were Aryan German in Nazi time, I probably would have been successfully brainwashed. I also do not hold my own in my opinions well, and am easily influenced by other, although I will do a 180 revert sometime later, and then eventually try find where I stand.
Sometimes, I think I try a little too hard to not conform. And I tend to gossip from time to time.
I’m a bit of a hippy from time to time, too, and sometimes I annoy people with the things that I’m enthusiastic about.
Hobbies &/or Talents: Writing, drawing, singing. I translate in my free time and I dabble with a variety of instruments. I talk to inanime objects, a lot. I also believe that my stuffed animals are secretly alive [don’t ask me why] and I talk to them. I like talking so much that I hold long extensive conversations with myself [this helps me figure out dialogue when I am fic-writing] and thus, people may think I’m a little crazy.
Favorite color: Green. Silver. Black. Pastel.
Favorite animal: Cats. Snakes. Turtles. Skunks. Weasels. Lacewing flies.
Favorite season: Autumn.
Mature or Immature: I give off an immature vibe from time to time because I’m very clumsy, wince a lot, and my voice goes up several octaves when I’m nervous. I also twitch and have quite a range of hand movements because, well, I do not possess grace under pressure? Otherwise, unless I get slammed in the face with emotions [which rarely happens, actually, I usually just flail and let it go,] I’m mature. I like taking on responsibilities, I like taking care of people, I like keeping things together.
Leader or Follower: I’m a leader. But I’m the type that steps down when there are others better for the job.
Outgoing or Shy: Outgoing. But I’m still an idiotic, blubbering, tactless mass when I’m with new people. I’m also terrified of new places, but it usually turns out okay.
Confident or Modest: In the traditional asian sense, I try very hard to be modest. But I have enough confidence to know what I’m doing and get it done right.
Optimistic, Pessimistic, or Realist: All of the above at the same time. I adjust to people and situations, and become what I feel the situation calls for. Usually, I’m just mellow and accepting, so I would say Realist with an optimistic tinge.
Low, medium, or high energy level: Medium to high, depending on who I am with and what
I’ve just eaten. Also determined by how lazy I’m feeling, the weather [sun makes me sleepy], and how inspired I feel.
Goals in life: To live and feel like I’m living. To also be someone that I can be proud of. My last application had all of the detailed things that I’d like to do, and they haven’t changed.
Favorite quote & why: Same. “Go to the edge of the cliff and jump off. Build your wings on the way down.” - Ray Bradbury. It compells me to do things that I would otherwise shy away from doing.
Describe your personality in three words or more: I can never answer this kind of question. So I'm going to have to refer you to the rest of this application.
Favorite character & why: As of late, I’m going to say Yumichika. I like his confidence, his silliness, his strength, the faith he has in his friends.
Least favorite character & why: Tousen, because his ideals are confusing.
Anything else: Pickles are delicious.
How did you find this community: I’ve been rated before and was lured onto here via
sodanielle Please link the links to the three members you voted on: Goodness, I’ve voted nearly in all of them since I joined. Here are the latest ones:
http://community.livejournal.com/bleach_rating/415938.htmlhttp://community.livejournal.com/bleach_rating/415512.htmlhttp://community.livejournal.com/bleach_rating/415474.html