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Single...bored....i want a bf but idk i think i just want to date around but im not sure..its hard to choose
i want someone to be there for me<3and to hold me and to just uggh! i hate it!!!! and at the same time i miss him i know im stupid....... but why me?!?! and this is NOT love trust me he cheated on me+ Shedding My tears=Depression! and just ugggghhh i hate this i hate this i hate this well i have soo many poems that i wrote soo u should see them lol here they are..
I can feel
the coldness
running through
my veins
a painful memory
an unforgettful night
Yes Ill admit
I lost this fight
I have lost all hope
all Hope
to feel real ever again….
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Twisted Lullaby…
rainy days
lives slowly
draining away
Lying here
helplessly
you could say this
is a cry for help
this is my
twisted lullaby
broken vodka bottles
no one to talk
to
my many fears
of letting them
witness my pain
scared of them witnessing
my many problems
kept in my mind
kept within my
sacred lips
too many memories cant be forgotten
the voices in my head
while I lie here in
my bed hoping
for this to be a
better day
no more rainy days
no more tears
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*
What do you do
When you feel so
Torn in the middle
Of two people
One who loves you
Or the other who makes
You feel so real
Which do you go for
What do you do when all
You can do is
Think of how it would be
If you were still with him
The one who made u happy
You just didn’t see it
You didn’t see the signs
You were to blind to see
To see that he loved you
The way you were
Loved the way you laughed
Loved the way you would cuddle
Up to him when you were cold
Loved the way you would call him
When you just want to hear his voice
All you want is to be with him
Is to feel his arms wrapped around you
So close, so tight,
I often wonder is this the right thing
Am I with the right person
Or am I just blind…blind to the fact that
You love me or what could this be
The person im with now could be
Hurting me I don’t know anymore
All I know is that this feeling I have for you
Is uncontrollable
I just want to be with you again
It sucks not to be with you
You put that certain smile on my face
YOU make me feel that certain way that
No one else has ever made me feel before
What do you do when your so
Torn in the middle
So torn
***************************
A Breathless whisper
The Freezing cold
wind
I don’t know where
to begin
The minute I shed that
tear
The tear I so
much feared
to cry
Or the minute I saw your face
a memory I can never
erase
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Confide
Take a deep breath
bite my lip
I cannot let this
one sacred secret slip
Bite My Tongue think
it through should I
let him know
That I just want
it to be us two
Take a dive
I feel almost alive
He’s the only one who
can make me feel
so real.
ok well here they are enjoy<3---------->Mwah
leave me sex me ups! teheh
i want someone to be there for me<3and to hold me and to just uggh! i hate it!!!! and at the same time i miss him i know im stupid....... but why me?!?! and this is NOT love trust me he cheated on me+ Shedding My tears=Depression! and just ugggghhh i hate this i hate this i hate this well i have soo many poems that i wrote soo u should see them lol here they are..
I can feel
the coldness
running through
my veins
a painful memory
an unforgettful night
Yes Ill admit
I lost this fight
I have lost all hope
all Hope
to feel real ever again….
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Twisted Lullaby…
rainy days
lives slowly
draining away
Lying here
helplessly
you could say this
is a cry for help
this is my
twisted lullaby
broken vodka bottles
no one to talk
to
my many fears
of letting them
witness my pain
scared of them witnessing
my many problems
kept in my mind
kept within my
sacred lips
too many memories cant be forgotten
the voices in my head
while I lie here in
my bed hoping
for this to be a
better day
no more rainy days
no more tears
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*
What do you do
When you feel so
Torn in the middle
Of two people
One who loves you
Or the other who makes
You feel so real
Which do you go for
What do you do when all
You can do is
Think of how it would be
If you were still with him
The one who made u happy
You just didn’t see it
You didn’t see the signs
You were to blind to see
To see that he loved you
The way you were
Loved the way you laughed
Loved the way you would cuddle
Up to him when you were cold
Loved the way you would call him
When you just want to hear his voice
All you want is to be with him
Is to feel his arms wrapped around you
So close, so tight,
I often wonder is this the right thing
Am I with the right person
Or am I just blind…blind to the fact that
You love me or what could this be
The person im with now could be
Hurting me I don’t know anymore
All I know is that this feeling I have for you
Is uncontrollable
I just want to be with you again
It sucks not to be with you
You put that certain smile on my face
YOU make me feel that certain way that
No one else has ever made me feel before
What do you do when your so
Torn in the middle
So torn
***************************
A Breathless whisper
The Freezing cold
wind
I don’t know where
to begin
The minute I shed that
tear
The tear I so
much feared
to cry
Or the minute I saw your face
a memory I can never
erase
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Confide
Take a deep breath
bite my lip
I cannot let this
one sacred secret slip
Bite My Tongue think
it through should I
let him know
That I just want
it to be us two
Take a dive
I feel almost alive
He’s the only one who
can make me feel
so real.
ok well here they are enjoy<3---------->Mwah
leave me sex me ups! teheh