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I guess I should be adding something to that message that prolly freaked anyone out who read it.
I just got off of an 8 hour shift at harkins. gosh, i hate my job. luckily, today went by really quickly. that seemed to be one of the quickest that i've ever worked. maybe it helped that my supervisor was jill, a girl who i got hired with. she's really nice and we spent a lot of time talking about the old days (last summer). so, that was good.
then i got home to find that loni was here, again. gosh, i hate to say it, but i really cannot stand that woman. she said something a minute after i walked through the front door, and she and tim left. whatever. i don't spend any time with my brother anymore. i know he wants to, but that....girl is creating a rift between me and the brother that was my best friend growing up. i don't know how she can do it without really meaning to, but i can't absolutely put my finger on why loni grates on my nerves. maybe it's all the dirty stories tim told me that she told him about stuff she did. that, and the fact that he still goes out with her. i just can't stand that whole situation. man, it's really getting to me.
it was cool. last night i went with brooke and her friends and family to a bowling alley up at 35th and union hills. i saw brooke (my first girlfriend) for the first time in over a year sunday night at church). bowling was the first thing i had done with her since her family invited my family over for easter last year. it was really good to see her. she's seemed to grow up physically. i mean that in the most gentlemenly way possible. she's become a very attractive young woman. she still has that quality where she'll do something that embarasses me in public, but she seems oblivious. after i stop blushing and pretending i don't know her, i can really appreciate that fact about her. she doesn't care what people think about her. i hope i can learn that one day. also, when i saw her last night, a little something came back up that i thought i buried a long time ago, if you know what i mean (and i'm not talking about my first dog, speck). i don't know how to explain it or where it came from, but it was just there. i think she felt it, too, because she kept on insisting on sitting by me and she couldn't seem to stop touching me. it was a little weird, but one side of me enjoyed the attention. on a tangent, a think there was something going on, because when brooke was bowling, one of brooke's sister's (lauren) friends came over and sat by me, despite there being an open chair across from me. it was a little weird and hard to explain. she sat there for a couple minutes then got up and sat across from me. i hope she wasn't seeing if i smelt like cabbage or something odd like that. whatever. it ended up being a great time, we all enjoyed ourselves. the end.
not quite the end, though. tonight i'm gonna go hang out with travis, my new best friend (though he's been a good friend for a long while). we'll prolly end up playing ps2 all night and passing out from exhaustion some time tomorrow. it'll be good fun. this is the real end. til next time
I just got off of an 8 hour shift at harkins. gosh, i hate my job. luckily, today went by really quickly. that seemed to be one of the quickest that i've ever worked. maybe it helped that my supervisor was jill, a girl who i got hired with. she's really nice and we spent a lot of time talking about the old days (last summer). so, that was good.
then i got home to find that loni was here, again. gosh, i hate to say it, but i really cannot stand that woman. she said something a minute after i walked through the front door, and she and tim left. whatever. i don't spend any time with my brother anymore. i know he wants to, but that....girl is creating a rift between me and the brother that was my best friend growing up. i don't know how she can do it without really meaning to, but i can't absolutely put my finger on why loni grates on my nerves. maybe it's all the dirty stories tim told me that she told him about stuff she did. that, and the fact that he still goes out with her. i just can't stand that whole situation. man, it's really getting to me.
it was cool. last night i went with brooke and her friends and family to a bowling alley up at 35th and union hills. i saw brooke (my first girlfriend) for the first time in over a year sunday night at church). bowling was the first thing i had done with her since her family invited my family over for easter last year. it was really good to see her. she's seemed to grow up physically. i mean that in the most gentlemenly way possible. she's become a very attractive young woman. she still has that quality where she'll do something that embarasses me in public, but she seems oblivious. after i stop blushing and pretending i don't know her, i can really appreciate that fact about her. she doesn't care what people think about her. i hope i can learn that one day. also, when i saw her last night, a little something came back up that i thought i buried a long time ago, if you know what i mean (and i'm not talking about my first dog, speck). i don't know how to explain it or where it came from, but it was just there. i think she felt it, too, because she kept on insisting on sitting by me and she couldn't seem to stop touching me. it was a little weird, but one side of me enjoyed the attention. on a tangent, a think there was something going on, because when brooke was bowling, one of brooke's sister's (lauren) friends came over and sat by me, despite there being an open chair across from me. it was a little weird and hard to explain. she sat there for a couple minutes then got up and sat across from me. i hope she wasn't seeing if i smelt like cabbage or something odd like that. whatever. it ended up being a great time, we all enjoyed ourselves. the end.
not quite the end, though. tonight i'm gonna go hang out with travis, my new best friend (though he's been a good friend for a long while). we'll prolly end up playing ps2 all night and passing out from exhaustion some time tomorrow. it'll be good fun. this is the real end. til next time