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There are things I have done that I am not proud of, God KNOWS I'm trying to repent for them.
There is one reason and one reason ONLY that I have not paid certain people back.
I need to get a job first. But I have other problems right now. My nana has threatened to kick me out of the house if I don't find a job. so I could be homeless by the end of September and I'm being constantly yelled at from all sides to focus on paying people back. Well I'm sorry, but I think my number 1 priority is to find a job so I can still LIVE somewhere.
Anyone who thinks that payback is more important than a roof over my head has some severe problems.
And what I don't appreciate is being told what I'm thinking. Only I know that, nobody else. People have no idea what goes on in my head.
I'm usually the world's most selfless person. There's only ever one thing I need o be happy, and that's the happiness of those I care about. That's how I am, It's how I've always been, and now I'm being called selfish, and a leech. Well no, THAT IS NOT ME! I can be called many things, but selfish is not one of them.
I've been a moron lately, but put yourself in my shoes. My four best friends live in other parts of the country, and it kills me a litle bt every day that I can't see them. I love my friends, and would do anything would it make them happy.
So think about that before you judge me. You must have noticed that my behaviour over the last little while has been nothing like the Steve-O you know. It's the Steve-O you know that makes me.
There is one reason and one reason ONLY that I have not paid certain people back.
I need to get a job first. But I have other problems right now. My nana has threatened to kick me out of the house if I don't find a job. so I could be homeless by the end of September and I'm being constantly yelled at from all sides to focus on paying people back. Well I'm sorry, but I think my number 1 priority is to find a job so I can still LIVE somewhere.
Anyone who thinks that payback is more important than a roof over my head has some severe problems.
And what I don't appreciate is being told what I'm thinking. Only I know that, nobody else. People have no idea what goes on in my head.
I'm usually the world's most selfless person. There's only ever one thing I need o be happy, and that's the happiness of those I care about. That's how I am, It's how I've always been, and now I'm being called selfish, and a leech. Well no, THAT IS NOT ME! I can be called many things, but selfish is not one of them.
I've been a moron lately, but put yourself in my shoes. My four best friends live in other parts of the country, and it kills me a litle bt every day that I can't see them. I love my friends, and would do anything would it make them happy.
So think about that before you judge me. You must have noticed that my behaviour over the last little while has been nothing like the Steve-O you know. It's the Steve-O you know that makes me.