I am a senior this year, and I smoke pot. Trust me, you hear things and what not, but it really doesn't so much to you. You still know what's going on, et cetera, you just say things that you'd normally hide from others and laugh. A lot. But it's never a bad thing so... I guess what I'm saying is that I'm proud of you for being so top notch, but don't be scared of the weed. lol.
yeah i mean i'm sure there is a time in my life where i'll feel the need to try it. or maybe i'll hold out? who knows. i just want to live a good life and not regret anything. but i should make a few mistakes along the way, eh? hah thanks for your comment though i appreciate it ♥
I myself am not a part of the partying scene, and few of those whom surround me are. Although, I do smoke, drink and *cough* cause my self euphoria at times. It's not really a big thing for me. Some people who know me think that because of the music I listen to, I live some WILD lifestyle. Which I think is fantabulously hysterical, because my life is rather dull. I would rather hang out with a friend or draw then do kegstands.
i know what you mean. so many times last year i was called a druggie? and for people who knew me it was some hysterical joke because they KNOW i'd never do drugs. i guess people just like to judge you cause they have nothing better to do. but i do know what you mean ♥
i'm going into junior year too! my opinion in this whole party scene... well i guess i'm some-what apart of it. i'm not like, HARDCORE into it. i've done some stuff (i.e. drinks, pot). but it's not like, on a daily basis. trust me, so many people i know/hang out with do all this stuff a lot. i know these group of guys who on like, the last 2 months of school smoked every single day at lunch. i'm not even exagerating. and well, i've only been high once. and it's not that bad. it's actually fun i guess. like what's been said before, you still know what's going on. for me though, i said some stuff to certain people that i would never say. but i guess it was good in the end. it's kind of weird because you realize what you're doing, but you can't really "control" it to the full extent. but i think that it's kind of one of the things where a lot of people just want to know what it's like-type of thing, and some people give into it and some people don't. it depends how much you want to know what it's like. for me (when i did it) was kind of
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your opinion definitley helped me alot. i know i should be proud of myself for not being a part of it, but i get so much shit from people that i dont do certain things. and i hate cracking under pressure. its not me. i like to be strong in situations like that. whoch i have been. i know everyone experiements in high school. and thats fine, its normal. but then i guess there are people like me that choose not to do it. and some people like all of you who commented are cool with that, then some think im diseased for having an opinion against them. which i mean im not saying im RIGHT when i tell a person my feelings. they are just my feelings. but im going off track again. hahah thank you for commenting! ♥
yeah i definetly know what you mean. in grade 7, i made a promise to myself that i wouldn't do any drugs/drink/whatever. and now sometimes i feel ashamed/angry with myself that i kind of broke that promise. but then i look at it in a different perspective and it's like, at the time i was different. i'm different now and i've gone through change. it was like, one day i woke up and said i wanted to do all that stuff to be cool, you know? anyway, if you keep on going on this path, POWER TO YOU!
well i'm going to be a senior this year and i decided something on the very last day of my junior year. and it was that i wasn't going to waste another day by not taking a chance or doing something that i wanted to do. well, summer started.. and since summer has started i have only drank once. i drank before this summer, so it wasnt a first time for me. in fact i suppose i had a "moment" in my life... that moment lasted about a year and a half.. and during that time i considered myself straightedge. i got sick of the term and therefore decided that it wasnt really me and just kinda gave it up one day. people seem to love drinking. if you read my last post, you probably saw the first paragraph that had something to do with holding people down while they chug another one [another one referring to beer or whatever]. and what im about to say may be hypocritical of me. i absolutely cannot stand people who drink every weekend and refer to it as the "time of their life." because honestly, that is pathetic. if the most memorable things in
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i think some people realize after awhile that maybe it isnt for them. i've been the "good girl" since i can remember. i dont know what makes me that way. i was always the little girl who when her friends would be watching a rated R movie i said "no my mommy will get mad at me for seeing this." it's been me since i was a kid. and i dont know why i dont just let go? but thats another story haha thank you for your opinion. and also dont feel like a hypocrite. i can see where you're coming from and it would make sense as to how you're feeling. ♥
I really wouldn't know exactly...Ive never really been invited to any real kickin parties..but I don't like the whole drunken stuppor scene and people getting wasted and fucking eachother senseless..It would make me feel unclean. Id rather go out to a club somewhere and dance, course taking a friend with me in case we need to duck into the girls room.
just give me the rock and roll, maybe a drink or two, some people to dance with and Ill be happy
i havent been invited to parties myself. but i know with a few people who ALWAYS drink and smoke and do pot. they accepted me though luckily. and i guess they figure im against it and choose not to invite me to their parties? yeah i dont know. even if i did end up going to one i dont think i'd let myself have a good time. there is so much in the next few years thats going to happen to me that i dont want to ruin my chances now. for example doing something that would make my parents loose their trust in me and that would be HORRIBLE because they have full trust in me right now. but again thank you for your opinion. its greatly appreciated whit! ♥
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just give me the rock and roll, maybe a drink or two, some people to dance with and Ill be happy
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