i'm going into junior year too! my opinion in this whole party scene... well i guess i'm some-what apart of it. i'm not like, HARDCORE into it. i've done some stuff (i.e. drinks, pot). but it's not like, on a daily basis. trust me, so many people i know/hang out with do all this stuff a lot. i know these group of guys who on like, the last 2 months of school smoked every single day at lunch. i'm not even exagerating. and well, i've only been high once. and it's not that bad. it's actually fun i guess. like what's been said before, you still know what's going on. for me though, i said some stuff to certain people that i would never say. but i guess it was good in the end. it's kind of weird because you realize what you're doing, but you can't really "control" it to the full extent. but i think that it's kind of one of the things where a lot of people just want to know what it's like-type of thing, and some people give into it and some people don't. it depends how much you want to know what it's like. for me (when i did it) was kind of just like, i knew i was going to do it sooner or later, so what the hey. i was pretty bored at the time too. it's really awesome that you're not really into that whole thing, sometimes i wouldn't either. but seriously, i know sosososo many people who do this kind of stuff, my school is crazy with that kind of stuff. well i hope my opinion helped you!
your opinion definitley helped me alot. i know i should be proud of myself for not being a part of it, but i get so much shit from people that i dont do certain things. and i hate cracking under pressure. its not me. i like to be strong in situations like that. whoch i have been. i know everyone experiements in high school. and thats fine, its normal. but then i guess there are people like me that choose not to do it. and some people like all of you who commented are cool with that, then some think im diseased for having an opinion against them. which i mean im not saying im RIGHT when i tell a person my feelings. they are just my feelings. but im going off track again. hahah thank you for commenting! ♥
yeah i definetly know what you mean. in grade 7, i made a promise to myself that i wouldn't do any drugs/drink/whatever. and now sometimes i feel ashamed/angry with myself that i kind of broke that promise. but then i look at it in a different perspective and it's like, at the time i was different. i'm different now and i've gone through change. it was like, one day i woke up and said i wanted to do all that stuff to be cool, you know? anyway, if you keep on going on this path, POWER TO YOU!
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