Nov 02, 2004 00:35
every day I notice more and more how much I really miss her and want her. it sucks. I want her.. forever.. and until that happens I will always dream.
I've tried to block her out, but even during sex I think about her. sex has just become porno style.. I don't care, I don't think, I don't even enjoy.. I just do. it's pretty pathetic. at least the girl enjoys herself.