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so I didn't get that job in MA. although not really didn't get it, but the contract has been delayed until at least january.. so still nothing. last weekend when I found out it was frustrating and so I just tried to relax and figure it all out.
so the girl and I.. well first, she hasn't been my girl for a while now, which sucks in a way, but maybe it's good. we were talking a lot but it kept leading to fights and I aws sick of it so I wanted to cut down on talking, but she brought it up first. although now she has a limit basically of once a week, and I dont' like limits.. I think things should just happen as they happen. either way we've decided to not talk so much, which is probabnly good. I still love her more than anything, but it's ok.. maybe I was wrong, maybe I can find someone else.. but I knwo if I do I will always love her more.. she will be the best mother to our children and the best wife, lover, friend, confidant, everything.
so I'm in LA for at least a few months more. I have looked for other jobs but there isn't much out there... oh well. it'll all work out.
also saturday night I went to a party I didn't want to go to and saw the old roommate of one of my friends.. given they don't talk anymore and hate each other.. but this girl's new roommate.. SOOOO cute. she reminds me a lot of my friend and the girl.. but she's cute and smart, and down to earth. so now I'm trying to find a way to see her more and hopefully get a date. I would like a date as much as I hate dating and everything I could really use it. so I'm hoping for the best.
so the girl and I.. well first, she hasn't been my girl for a while now, which sucks in a way, but maybe it's good. we were talking a lot but it kept leading to fights and I aws sick of it so I wanted to cut down on talking, but she brought it up first. although now she has a limit basically of once a week, and I dont' like limits.. I think things should just happen as they happen. either way we've decided to not talk so much, which is probabnly good. I still love her more than anything, but it's ok.. maybe I was wrong, maybe I can find someone else.. but I knwo if I do I will always love her more.. she will be the best mother to our children and the best wife, lover, friend, confidant, everything.
so I'm in LA for at least a few months more. I have looked for other jobs but there isn't much out there... oh well. it'll all work out.
also saturday night I went to a party I didn't want to go to and saw the old roommate of one of my friends.. given they don't talk anymore and hate each other.. but this girl's new roommate.. SOOOO cute. she reminds me a lot of my friend and the girl.. but she's cute and smart, and down to earth. so now I'm trying to find a way to see her more and hopefully get a date. I would like a date as much as I hate dating and everything I could really use it. so I'm hoping for the best.