in the many ways that you're amazing, this one..
it takes the fucking cake!

 2-pence worth: what if reality is nothing but a disease?

i feel like this now:
(this is the feeling:                                                                                           )

and she told me to go, like everything else didn't matter. 
i'm a letdown and you know me when i don't seem to learn Enough in the dictionary..
it's all about getting to your wits ends, shake hands with whoever's waiting and then a conversation over coffee.

you don't get this part, nobody does.

it has been two days since you left and the sunshine isn't here yet just so you know. rather die than live to see monday.

sometimes i am curious as to why people do the things they do, especially when it comes to me. i've always taken the backseat, slipped to the back of your mind, get trampled upon and day in day out i deal with things that you call reality, have it slapped to my face side to side. i do nothing but mourn over my loss like some kind of lunatic loving ( Read more... )

it's two in the morning and i don't really know what i am waiting for right now but it's weird when old friends are talking, but good. at least this keeps me distracted for the next two hours and voila, shower caps and ironing boards and the walk to the train station cause i'm superduper like that. you said thirty minutes but i feel like a ticking ( Read more... )

my sunflowers died. the stems gave way and the petals shrunk and my mum cut them so short they can't even stand. so he made me stop when i said he's everything and left me with a fullstop waiting to be entering the screen. sometimes i wonder what's in it for you, how can all this be any bad for you when i think it's been raining forever for me and ( Read more... )

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i will laugh this off but not as a right-back-at-ya kinda thing.. i will laugh this off and tell myself, so what if it's three years? so what if three years lost to two weeks? so what? life goes on..

then again, optimistic days like these comes by very very rarely.

sometimes, what you read here is nothing but for the sake of an update. all the talk about work is something i myself cannot help to because that's the only world i can fully submerge myself into and not worrying about getting drowned in it. and even if i did, i rather drown than have a lifesaver. i think this undying love for work is getting a tad ( Read more... )