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Absolutely frustrated with life.
Sometimes I wish I could just start over.
Some of those who I think are truthful and want the best for me, are only caring about themselves. I've been trying to give the benefit of the doubt to some, but it was proven once again tonight that I don't really matter, I'm just a filler. A person who is there to be used, and to be made to look stupid and unworthy of breathing the same air.
I'm unsure why I try, because you are right. As much as I don't want to believe it, I don't stand a chance in hell with him.
I'm angry. I just want to know someone believes in me, and that I'm not alone.
Sometimes I wish I could just start over.
Some of those who I think are truthful and want the best for me, are only caring about themselves. I've been trying to give the benefit of the doubt to some, but it was proven once again tonight that I don't really matter, I'm just a filler. A person who is there to be used, and to be made to look stupid and unworthy of breathing the same air.
I'm unsure why I try, because you are right. As much as I don't want to believe it, I don't stand a chance in hell with him.
I'm angry. I just want to know someone believes in me, and that I'm not alone.