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All I have wanted for the last few weeks was to come home, to be away from school, and now I just want to not be home either. I don't feel wanted in Point, and I don't feel it here either. I am in the way no matter where I go. Its sorta like I don't know where home is. My friends are fading. Those who I have trusted and loved I am loosing. Those who I have grown to dislike are starting to be wonderful to me again. I honestly do feel alone. I don't know whos actions to trust. Sure, I have people that are around me, and that are my "friends", but honestly, hardly any of them would do something for me unless it would help them out in some way. I know, I sound like a bitch, but thats what it seems like. Ok, I have to be done before I get more upset.