Sep 27, 2004 14:36
I was always sad.
that was given.
but i never thought,
in all my years,
that i would ever be
happy
i found happiness,
against all of my fears,
all of my rules,
all of my self-punishment.
i found him.
and i was happy.
but now all of that is gone.
and i have never been
this sad
in all of my life.
i am not angry
i am not upset
i am not so very depressed.
i am just sad.
"i'm drowning in my sea"