Whitehall

Aug 16, 2004 20:48

Oh goodness me Athens has been QUITE interesting so far.
Solo show in 2 weeks or so? woot.
It is so much easier to have fun in Athens but somehow much harder to find the supplies for fun.
The past few weeks have been an interesting mix of giving up hope on a few things and finding redemption in others.
Very nice neighbors. This place has earned the nickname the brothel. VERY nice neighbors.
I want to get out and do more and meet more people and whatnot but somehow I get the image that Scott's roommates are not quite Blake fans. Tis a shame if they aren't because Noah and Adam are some awesome cats. I worry that the rest of the 'scene' gang may be the same way (not fans). Probably my imagination, but who knows.
I want to stop the outrageous amount of partying that goes on around here. I want to stop the alcohol, stop the pot. Not easy though. I have no idea what I would do with my time. For how loved it seems I am here, I feel strangely alone. Not understood or something. I think people misconstrue my loving jackassery as true bitterness. I had bitterness in me for a long time last year. I feel that I'm finally given the chance I deserve from people up here though, and my bitterness is gone. I think up here its possible that I won't be viewed as the "big fat party guy" anymore. Grant jokingly said I'll just be the "big fat arty guy" but I think that I have a chance at honest respect here.
I am losing weight up here and I think that will be a big part of it.
Also I finally became sexually active again after a year off and that may help too.
I've been realizing more and more that power is truly what separates us all. Almost everyone on this planet has some form of sexual power and it seems that the estimation of one's own sexual power ends up playing tricks with people. In Whitehall Landing we have very many people that over-estimate their power. Luckily we also have people who do not desire this power.
Will and Brady are ridonkulously fun. I love these guys. Could you ask for better nextdoor neighbors than them and Clay? I think not.
I'm so proud of the show I'm gonna give you kids when I play at.... DT's....
G4 is the most hilariously bad tv network in existance.
I love you all. Gimme a ring or something if any of you ever want to do anything. Its cig time and cig time is guud.
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