Feb 28, 2006 11:55
I had one of the most unusual dreams last night that I remember vividly and can't quite seem to shake off. I was getting married in what was an arranged union. I didn't even know the guy at all and was scared to death. I went along with it for a little while until something clicked. How can I spend the rest of my life with someone I've never even met before, let alone dated. But most importantly, I then thought of a certain someone, and how if I were married, I'd never have a chance with him again. Never. What was strange was that this guy in particular I ended up thinking about in my dream was someone I've had on my mind since the time I met him a few months ago... in my real life. My maid of honor was a college friend Johanna, whom I hadn't seen in about two or three years. The guy I was marrying was someone I've never seen before in my life, so probably not even a real person. He was half black and half white, and had reddish hair, freckles and glasses. Not exactly attractive. He was very quiet and reserved. And here's where it gets even more strange. While I was crying in the bathroom the day before my wedding, realizing I didn't want to do this, Elyse Sewell (from America's Next Top Model) walks in and tells me to speak out and not let anyone control my life. People will be disappointed and the guy will be upset, but I should do what's best for me. I then went and told him and everyone else that I couldn't marry him and why. He was upset and heartbroken. And then I started to cry in that I felt bad for breaking his heart. This was such a bizarre dream. Anyone out there good at interpreting dreams? I'm curious about this one.
On a lighter note, I had an awesome workout this morning at North Cypress. The ellipticals were killing my quads the first 10 minutes, then I figured it would get better if I kept pushing forward. First I warmed up on the treadmill for 10 minutes, then I went on the ellipticals for 20 minutes, and then the treadmill again for 15. I still feel awesome. Whoo hoo! I just feel better in general now that I've been working out every day again. This time I'll be sure to be consistent.