what do you know
... i lied. this is important to me. it always has been. the thing is for me it's easier to keep my mouth shut and just know it's not important to anyone else (at least not anyone important to me). it would be worse to be talking about it and asking everyone else to be excited and be constantly be reminded that no one else cares.
i know it's something that i can't explain. it's something that you either get or you don't. i'd rather not expend the energy trying to explain and feel worse in the end. unfortunately this matter has repeatedly been brought to my attention today. so i couldn't help but be thinking about it, and therefore already felt like shit. i thought this would help. i thought i couldn't feel worse about it. i was wrong.
BLAHs and anti-hearts
i know it's something that i can't explain. it's something that you either get or you don't. i'd rather not expend the energy trying to explain and feel worse in the end. unfortunately this matter has repeatedly been brought to my attention today. so i couldn't help but be thinking about it, and therefore already felt like shit. i thought this would help. i thought i couldn't feel worse about it. i was wrong.
BLAHs and anti-hearts