Jul 29, 2004 00:37
I haven't updated my journal in so long. This is basically for Phoebe because she told me "update your fucking journal!" quite a few times. But anywho...a lot has happened. I had a job for about 3 weeks. I made about a thousand dollars and then got laid off. Fuckers. I'll kill them. I went to Washington. I got alcohol poisoning I think. I drank myself stupid and Chelsea had to take care of me along with 5 of her friends. I felt bad in the morning. Not just because I was half naked and lying in my own pukey mess, but because her friends had to sleep with no blankets since I puked all over all of them while I was having cold sweats. (By the way, we were camping out in the woods in some shack. DIRTY! I loved it.) I decided not to drink ever again. Then I came home. Rhonda (my sisters best friend) got married. At the reception...I drank. It felt so good. I got just drunk enough to feel pretty and have fun without being sick. It wasn't bad at all. If I was 21 and able to buy my own alcohol, I would be an alcoholic. Why would I want to be coherent and live in this fucked up world when I could feel happy and pretty and carefree all the time for only 20 bucks a bottle?! Pathetic huh? Well that's about all I'm willing to tell you right now. Maybe you'll get a little more out of me sometime later!