hmm.. burning bridges is kind of fun.
I've definitely started a kind of purging process of people that piss me off, lately.
In the past 24 hours I've completely decimated 3 people's stances in my life and shut them out completely. Along with feelings of fierce hatred and loathing. Except then I calm down and I find that I don't care at all. I'm sure I'll inevitably hear shit from other people about some of those that I'm cutting off, but I just have this overwhelming sense of apathy right now and I don't really care at all. If I didn't have such fierce ties to some of you, I think there'd be little stopping me from taking a semester off next fall and going to live in a completely new place. Out of Texas.
I'm just so tired of everything this state has for me. I feel like I've exhausted all of its resources and nothing but completely starting over new and unprecedented somewhere would make me feel better.
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In other news, I still don't have AIDS. Hooray.
In the past 24 hours I've completely decimated 3 people's stances in my life and shut them out completely. Along with feelings of fierce hatred and loathing. Except then I calm down and I find that I don't care at all. I'm sure I'll inevitably hear shit from other people about some of those that I'm cutting off, but I just have this overwhelming sense of apathy right now and I don't really care at all. If I didn't have such fierce ties to some of you, I think there'd be little stopping me from taking a semester off next fall and going to live in a completely new place. Out of Texas.
I'm just so tired of everything this state has for me. I feel like I've exhausted all of its resources and nothing but completely starting over new and unprecedented somewhere would make me feel better.
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In other news, I still don't have AIDS. Hooray.